let me tell you one thing though. suicide is never an option. it'll just show how weak your resolve was, that you decided to just end your life so you can be out of your misery. but have you ever thought of.your loved ones? what'd they go through? anyone who cares about you. when you exist in this world, someone is out there somewhere who's waiting for you. if not for yourself, try to cope up with life for that one loved one who's waiting for you. my @ is aayush_arora10 on snapchat. if you ever feel the need to talk to someone, let me know