there's this group of people I deal with everyday. they are so into each other that they forget my existence like don't even look at me. my other friends are busy with their life. I feel lonely all the time. I watch movies all the time tp distract myself and stop overthinking. they make me feel like shit it's awful. I've talked to my best friend about it but seems like after getting a boyfriend she Doesn't have time to listen to me. that's just a topping for me. I'm afraid as I'm having suicidal thoughts because it has been more than 6 months I'm feeling lonely. this also has given me anxiety and I feel insecure everytime.