I feel so alone. I'm the only kid in my family. Most cousins are also too older than me as well as most of them don't even care about me (I feel like that). And I don't have too many friends to talk to. Each and every time I'm trying to make new friends through social media, they just don't care about me. I don't know why it is. Sometimes I feel like I don't know how to start a conversation. This pandemic and lockdown conditions also increase my loneliness. I feel like this terrifying loneliness haunting me. I'm clever as well as a cool one. But now I'm feeling exhausted from being rejected by society. (I don't know it's really a rejection or not. but I don't know how to explain it) Please help me to get through this loneliness.