What happened? Have you been able to talk about the problems that are coming up with your husband?
@bubs123 First you need to have clear communication with your husband. Speak it out and don't someone else in your personal relationship until it's necessary.
And about loneliness, get a new hobby, change the routine. Start planting trees in house.
I know you might be thinking it is easy to say to me. But I been lot worse then loneliness.
If still feel someone to talk.
You can send a email to email@example.com
I hope you will be happy soon.