I feel like im no more cared later i realised i was never cared. My parents think im happy but im not they trust my fake smile. And my sister just ignored me once she fell in love and i dont have bf nor much friends. I feel tired of talking to myself making false belives that 'im totally fine' but at this point it pains to lie to myself. Im just scared, insecured and lonely. Is there any possible way that i can get rid of this?