ik they say that they are my friends but are they? tho it may seem cringy but it hurts when im not included qnywhere in their life... am i the therapist who just gives them advice.... the other ones also did this to me... they treated me trash but even tho i qm not treated like trash now but why do they do this.... making videos of eachother and litterally cutting me out... it should not bother me right? i need to be happy with my ownself right?... am i being selfish?