Have you tried talking to them and explaining them about how you feel?
Suicide is not the solution Whatever the problem is ! Never try anything like that again
You're thinking about suicide, the last act thing. Just do a favour, before you think about suicide next time, just go to the nearby trusted psychiatrist. Vaise bhi marne tak ka soch lia hai to ab kuchh bhi krna ho to asaan hi lagega. To yhi krlo aap. Aap uss situation me ho jahan Psychiatrist aapki help karega. Mind ka hi sara khel hai, use relax/chill hone do by taking medicine. Koi support nahi kar raha, na kare. Akele aaye the akele jaana hai. Sab apne se hi karna hai yahan. It's your life, its your responsibility. Once you chill your mind you have that potential that you bring that positive change in your life.
Take my advice seriously, aur bahar niklo inn sabse. You deserve your smiley face :)
That's the very serious issue!
Consult psychiatrist asap!
Remember u r not a loser... If suicidal thoughts run through ur mind then stop them immediately by diverting ur mind... Listen what ur heart says .... Start hanging out with frnds or encourage urself in hobbies....
So u think this world is selfish - well that's normal ... Don't blame urself for that... There are people who don't help us or listen to us or discourages us, they r not selfish.... Every one has needs .... If u think nobody understands u then learn to live alone .. spend ur time on urself ... Somewhere time gave us life lessons.... Share ur problems with God, he is always there to listen to you... Anytime and anywhere... God cares for you .. u r not alone .. if u think somebody is selfish or he/ she is using you , stay the hell out of them... Being alone has their own perks... Participate in activities/ conversation that pleasures you... Make frnds that will force you to level up, to move on...They will definitely help you to come out of this depression...
What I do?????
Relax, everything happens for a reason , stay calm , you will find your happiness
Do what makes you happy and keep yourself busy ...if you like , listening to calming music might help.