hey everyone ..... plz help me .. nobody understands me even my parents are selfish they only think about what they want to me to do and not what I wanna do and what makes me happy ... I am getting Depressed more and my headaches are also increasing day by day ... I get panic attacks and sometimes I slap myself when things go out of my control and I am always in anger ...... it will be better if I was not alive ... (I know I am not gonna end my life but this the thought that is in my mind most of the times )