I really need help I've always hated going to my native, and this morning I fought with my parents. My father cursed me, wished me dead, and they both left for our native. My mother told me she would never speak to me again. In the past, they've always taken me there by lying that we'd be back soon. I used to stay there for months and they would tell me we're not going back. Now I'm in a place where I have 0 friends, 0 social interaction, and no purpose to live. I had my parents but they probably won't talk to me now. I'm living alone. My father was right, they deserve a better child, I'm better off dead. I feel dead on the inside, I've no reason to live. I've lost everyone in my life, I've no friends or siblings.