I have depression issue from last 23 years and taking mediicnes from last 19 years... but it feels that i have lost my identity and i am just going with the wind. some doctor says depression, some says bi polar, some says absolutely fine. i am not me now ... just living without purpose.. get happy with short time things like food and short happiness... but again feel blank about futute... thinks my issue is not diagnosed well and i am not getting right medicine... People living with me says i dont have any major issue.. but things that happen physically and mentally stuck me always and not able to live life to the fullest..