Hello everyone. I'm 20 years old and I am a BBA student in a good University but I don't know what to say from where I should tell my problem. My problem is that I am a weak, liar,good for nothing and a shameless daughter to my family. During this Coronavirus, we used to have online classes but I was also doing online classes but for some months I hated doing online classes because there was no break for a few seconds and sometimes I feel bored in attending the classes. But., then things started to attack on my mind,I felt like I cannot continue doing BBA because I felt like I cannot understand how to approach sorry I cannot explain. Then., my dream started disappearing what I wanted to do in my life and I am struggling to find my goal I don't know. So I decided that I won't attend any classes and I started to avoid the classes and I didn't attend the exams.I don't know what did I do? I don't know what I want in my life and I feel like I should kill myself rather than staying with a liar life.My parents asks why my online classes are not happening and I say that I am getting only notes.Sorry I am bad explaining myself I don't know what I am writing is it right or wrong.So I decided that today in the middle of the night I will finish my life forever. Sorry for being a liar and a loser.