I just lost my baby after 13 weeks of pregnancy. I feel broken. We had been trying to conceive for about 2 years now and after a series of disappointments there was finally happiness for us, but now it's all gone. There's so much distance between me and my husband now, he's acting like I'm responsible for this. I took every precaution, why did this have to happen to me? I just want to kill myself to just as I've killed the baby.