I had decided to end my life a while back, but then someone came into my life. I just felt an instant connect with her. She was my online friend. She came to my city for a month, I asked her out we dated, I lived each day thinking about the next time I would meet her. Knowing well enough that I shouldn't get attached as it came with a built in expiry date. Stupidly enough I got attached. And that it's been about 2 weeks since she is gone, i beginning to get the same feelings again, I want to end it all again, i just tried but I chickened out midway. I don't know what to do.