back here after months with zero progress. waking up, brushing&bathing, attending class, eating, basically doing anything at all now feels like a burden. I come here to share how and what I feel because nobody knows who I am nor do I know how many people will read this but it feels safe here. my life hasn't been running on the right track lately and the track it's on feels like it's going to end soon. I'm tired of having to get out of bed, I have exams coming up in 20 days and I dont know anything I have no interest in it right now and feel like running away for a while