Why do you feel this way? No one or nothing has a right to make you feel this way. Forget about everything, start a fresh day with your things all planned, even if you are not in the mood to do so, sit and see why u loved it before, start it again. You'll be okay I promise it's not gonna hurt anymore. And listen to me, you are worthy of so much u have no idea, you are not a loser. I care about you, you are perfect even tho I dont know you I know u are perfect. Its okay :)
What happened? Are you going through something?
Well remember this Live your life as you wish and not to impress others.
I felt like this and went through the same feelings. I used to cry myself to sleep, feeling worthless and useless. After 6 years one day after my bath I looked in my mirror and saw my self in it. I don't know why but something in me told me to smile. I smiled and that changed everything. I was so fat at that time and I had my own issues. I saw me in the mirror and told to myself "look at u how beautiful you are, look at that double chin I have never seen anyone so pretty and unique" and this helped me boost my self esteem and confidence and after that I started to put me first. This made me felt worthy. We have to live for ourselves and prove to everyone who have wronged us that I too can be something. You don't have to live for others. You are so pretty, strong, powerful, worthy, useful. Stay strong and all the best