i am feeling depressed right now and i am very clear that i have depression because it is not just about today, it is with me from ages. I have a loving family but still when I feel this shit (always there) I just can't share it with anyone of them I know they love me but I also know that they will not understand any of it. By the way I am a teenager that's why I am saying that my family will never understand what I am going through. Trust me it is killing me. No don't worry I will not attempt suicide because I love my family.