first of all, take a deep breath n try to calm down .. u r working hard that is very important n yeah result is important ofcourse but working hard n learning is too n family is not being good, I understand how u feel but u know the work hard u do na dear, isn't ur validation about u important too n u must be very happy about urself for achieving such good marks n there are people out there jinko might have got lesser marks than u but then it's about how they feel n what boundaries they have set, so it's simple, u first need to be happy about urself, not proud or self-pride but happy n no matter what people say u must just try to not bother urself things that hurt you, consider people's opinion on u if u r wrong like doing something harmful ya crime level pe, Varna for personal things u need not listen them, an opinion or advice should be such that u become a better version of urself n a even better person n make urself feel happy n do good ..

just go out sometimes, feed some Marie buiscuits to stray dog, Marie would be better, cause Parle se unko glucose level badta hai, give water to them, sometimes just relax n calm urself with good music, take naps whenever u need, don't stress n just do good n believe in God u will feel happy .. God always does good for their children, don't u worry that

Take a bath with warm water and then go and take some rest u will feel so good ♥️

i know what that feels like mate, people often forget, how important praise can be. but believe me, they'll never know unless you tell them and often even after telling them they don't seem to praise. but you don't choose your family, hence it's impossible for them to be understanding since they are not interested in the same field

what i suggest instead is to find like minded people, people same goals and make friends with them, it'll offer friendly competition and might aid you emotionally as well