heyy..death's not the only solution...I used to think the same ,but as time went by things become easier a little ...but if u fight them u can prove wrong

hey what is the problem nannoyuri u can tell me ?

u need to heal your heart and be the best version of yourself

U r seapate from all the nonsense bs on this earth and u r pure being of love

if u will heal all the trauma and lies u r carrying in u , u will become a loving , kind , soul the world needs

how was life before all the trauma happen to u . It was peaceful right :) Now go back to that time again and start living as a loving soul not having any pain or sadness my love

reading your message it seems you must have been / are going through a tough time , and it’s really strong on your part that you are keeping up. you are strong know. I would suggest you to let go , the more you will remain attached to the past the more it will be difficult for you to carry on and you are at that point of life , there is a limit to everything. Imagine your brain as a jar , a jar has a capacity and after that you cannot fill in more products. So I would suggest, firstly accept the things happened for a reason in life , try to learn from them and just let them be in past don’t carry them on , give yourself love and compassion because you deserve it, forgive others for your own well being, prioritise your happiness and well-being because that’s most important. And also take professional help if possible. I understand it’s difficult to let all of that go and be happy , it’s not a one day process, you have been facing it till now so gather a little more courage to heal yourself and you can do it.

first thing try to find the root cause. second thing: list the things you can do about it and things you can not. take necessary steps. calculate evaluate. you will find your way.