sometimes life takes you to bad phase. don't stay free get yourself some work to do . I am an HR by profession you must start working, huge gap and sitting at home is worst then getting small package. at least you will learn something which will be better than staying at home
Sorry but I know someone who was forced to stop study and do domestic works after marriage and was insulted saying illiterate but after 10 long years she restarts study and now she a teacher and also guiding people who decides to give up . When after 10 yrs she starts her studies even her mother mocked her she felt worthless but from there she starts searching the way to be economically independence ,now those mockers want her help . Don't give up if you cannot get job of your expectations start with very little and make it big .