I am so tired. I am mentally broken and exhausted. My parents are not bad people, but their and mine combination is so bad. I was supposed to be getting married this December. But my now ex fiance called off the wedding and broke the engagement. His this decision was mainly triggered by my father's extreme rude behaviour towards him and his family. The guy's mother did not favour our bond and my father was just being himself. The guy completely went on a blind direction where his anger on my father and his mother's warning against me using my father as a weapon in future, lead him to this. I am of course angry at him, because I told him not to get engaged because I knew he could not forget and forgive my father's behaviour. But he did not listen at that time, instead got engaged and broke it within a month. I am trying to get out of this emotionally but my mother wants me to get out of it asap. She wants me to blame just the boy and his family and think my dad did me a favour.