Guilt of doing wrong with cousin

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I am feeling guilty of something I do wrong.I broken my cousin sister's trust and I get involved in smooching her body over the night.For which ,I started doing the same, whenever we meet ,cause I feel pleasure of being in relation with my cousin sister.But she doesn't feel this way, sometimes he scold me,Said unbearable things,but still I can't get enough space to stay away from her.Last time ,I visited her house and she look like ,I am a Rapist and damn I fill like a cold hearted man.I admit,All was my fault,but I can't forget those mements we share with each other as brother-sister.I have a strong feeling for her.I don't know ,what this relationship we called.May things will ease,So long far we don't meet.

pridefulLemur2

8 Answers
T-India
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This was definitely wrong. You should be apologising for the same and never repeat it.
pridefulLemur2
Yeah,I apologise her , Even I hold her leg to forgive. But inspite of that ,we still talk to each other.She doesn't want this,so,he never invites to her house.
pridefulLemur2
Last time, I visit those intimacy memories flash out,and I had an urge that time to touchy with her.
pridefulLemur2
Now,we don't talk to each other,since 15 days,and I feel somehow,she lives in my memory.i just want to be around her.,but it's not possible.So,I think ,I will never meet and talk to her .so that,the same won't repeat again.
adoringCamel6
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Seems she is younger then you, and she likes your adulthood charm but now she realise you are doing wrong with her which can effect our family and she also understand you have only sexual desire towards her nothing else. Need to apologise and get rid out of her life immediately, otherwise believe me situation gonna be worse.
pridefulLemur2
Yeah, exactly what she wants.but,She is older than me and I also feel the same and I decided to not show my face again ,ever.tnx for your concern brother.
nobody07
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It is not a problem at all if you are done with the consent of the cousin. In southern Asia it is common and customary practice of being married to the cousin. Do not have take serious on anything. Leave the memory. You can do better
troubledCaribou0
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yes you are a rapist only reason you are moving freely because of this society and families reputations sake which you cousin is not saying anything you cant even imagine how much trauma she must have going through atleast if you are realising you did wrong with her accept and apolosise to her may be you both will get some releive you should apolosise and be thankful to her that she dint filed case against you , and for rest of your life dont ever try to meet her aur come infront of her if you are really regretting