I really had bad childhood..
it wasnt normal.. my mother wasnt there for me when I needed her..I have been raised differently we use to have caretaker at our home I have been raised by her ... I haven't seen my mother since I was so young like I was 4 or 5 years old .. and thn i get to see my mom when I passed my high school..
my family was not normal.
and I realized later tht I was depressed all life..I couldn't make friends ..I use to be afraid when I use to see crowd or more thn 2 people gathering ..