i feel so sad for you . mayb you should again try to sincerely appologise to them and try changing yourself . tell them that you have understood and now you want them to support you to change

its unfortuneatly to late for that. i realised to late. i want to change because i see the pain and devestation i have caused. i am so broken over all this especially after seeing how broken my 73 year old father is over my lies and behaviour. i need help

Hey! Thanks for reaching out. You should be proud of yourself that you have now realised your mistake and you are willing to change. We can look forwards to how we can make things better for you. Let’s connect over call to have a detailed discussion.

thank you. i would like that. how much is it because at the moment i am unemployed and struggling for money.

I understand you...I can relate my situation with you...well it will be tough to the point that you'll want to hide away sometimes but dear accept what you did...you can't change anything, you can't make them forgive you that easily...just make sure you cause no more problems to them , everyday do something good for others so that you can love yourself a little...they may hate you but if you do good things and continue to behave well they might forgive you a little in their heart....do your best , show them you are ot the same....cause think my dear friend that your depression might cause more hatred and social distance and nothing will ever change....its just a useless waste of time and it will cause more problems...plus don't forget that self harm will bring more sadness to the people you have hurted before...its fine be sad but atleast do anything...do good deeds for others...someday they will surely forgive you

thank you nyo, there is a lot of change i need to do but i just dont know where to start. i want to do good things and be kind. i just fear that my wanting to change has come to late.

it will be v hard but you can't change the past...just don't stay there doing nothing...tell yourself that I'll live the rest of my life doing good deeds , that you will make your wound your strength and try harder everyday...you will get away from this pain someday...cry as much you want to but my dear don't stay there doing nothing

always remember vja17, its never too late . Atlest be happy that you could realise your mistakes. And as you did , everything is gonna be fine. you will get what you want . Just be patient and move on by doing good things

same here....I fear a lot too....what if I make mistakes again ? what should I do next? may be you just don't know where to star again....I started with physical excercise and I am doing generous work like helping orphan kids and animals...I feel a bit better but I still do burst out sometimes yet I am not giving up...I feel I am doing something instead of being all broken and staying dark and lonely...I am self improving my weakness as much as I can...it is hard to love myself but I will do anything to prove my love ones that I am doing my best and I am improving...Its enough that I am not a problem to them...I know if I do good maybe one day they will forgive me...I hope so...this thoughts does make me sad

It’s never too late. You can start right now, and move ahead with a guilt free life. You are going to be responsible for your actions. You cannot change the past but we can now change the perception to make you less uncomfortable about your past and yoh can come out of it. You are good human trust yourself and work for it. We can plan out be figuring out where to start first and how we can gradually move up in the hierarchy. You can book a session from here and see.