I feel like I don't exist sometimes because I don't text or communicate with some people first... I come running when I notice their absence but when I'm absent for a few days or month , I find no one in my corner to check on me... Even my girlfriend feels ghosting her is something I love to do, when I don't even know wtf is wrong with me anymore... I feel lack of communication is making me lose people in my life and it might be the end of my relationship in few weeks