So there is this guy I've know for five years. We're so similar that we became best friends. I used to give him dating advices and we were a good team. I was with someone that time after like a year I broke up because that guy was really abusive. Fast forward to few months later, my best friend and I met where I went to college and eventually we started to get feelings for each other. I liked him alot but wasn't really sure but he actually said that I was his girlfriend so I just went with the flow. few months later we had a fight about something really serious and we stopped talking but then we decided to be friends because we were actually really good friends. Although I felt he was interested in me, but I just ignored. Eventually even I fell in love for who he is and I confessed and he says even he feels the same but he wants few months to build his career and actually I feel that he has lost interest in me but he won't reject me. What does this mean? I feel confused.