its not worth it you're better than what you think and you're loved !!
asleepingcat
1
I thought my life got better but it is just getting worse. People don't understand me because my MDD have left me with a lot of flaws. They treat me brutally knowing my history. I relapsed, I am on antidepressants. Nothing works
farshy756
1
who are the people who do this?
asleepingcat
my significant other
ilostmyhead
1
people can be cruel but there IS so much more to life
farshy756
1
have you confronted him about this? what he said when you did confront him?
asleepingcat
I can't even go to my friends because to them I am just doing some sort of drama. I know people go through worse but I am not making things up, I also need help. I am there for them but they ignore me
farshy756
1
don't listen to them, they are trying to manipulate you.
asleepingcat
he said please f'in stop it, enough of this and slept. I mean this is one side of a story. I will tell you mine because I know I am wrong too. I don't like this one girl who hits him up and ask for everything and he is quick to respond her. he did not tell me about the text messages. nothing wrong with the messages but he is very well aware that I don't like her. She is very handsy and frank and he does not stop. And when we fight it feels as if he is taking her side
farshy756
1
I assume you have told him about your MDD?
farshy756
1
are you seeing any psychiatrist for your MDD?
asleepingcat
he knows about my entire history. he is actually a very nice guy. but recently we are fighting a lot and I just can't take it. I am at fault too but it is me who is apologizing and trying to make things right and he does nothing even when he knows he is at fault
asleepingcat
1
yes I am seeing a psychiatrist but you know there are long gaps between appointments and you never know what will happen
farshy756
1
you can talk to your psychiatrist about this problem your facing and ask her for some changes in your appointments.
asleepingcat
1
I live with my parents. I cannot tell them I am still facing issues and so they get my appointment delayed and I cannot do anything
farshy756
1
why you can't tell your parents about this?
asleepingcat
They don't support relationships. They say to either stay single or get married. They want me to get married to someone more good and rich and you know all the stuff parents look for in a person.
farshy756
1
is your psychiatrist someone you could trust?
asleepingcat
she is a nice psychiatrist who can be trusted but I don't feel like opening to her. I was more comfortable with my previous psychiatrist who treated me when I fell in depression the first time. My parents said I needed a new doctor because my previous doctor used to treat children and teenagers and they wanted someone who treats adults
farshy756
1
you can talk to your partner about this and tell him about what you're going through.
farshy756
1
then you both can have a mutual conversation and come with a solution.
asleepingcat
I have tried. it's useless
farshy756
1
why?
asleepingcat
we can't seem to reach towards a conclusion
farshy756
because of what reason?
asleepingcat
he say something and then he says you ate dumb and should have figured it out on your own
farshy756
but he knows about what you're going through, and is a nice person, then why is he not understanding?
farshy756
do you think he mistreats you because of your MDD?
brandymcewen47
dont do that you are worth living dont let anyone or any problem get that bad get help i was there to but with a 12 guage shot gun
