life is a big lie! I'm having bad breakdown right now, every time I give my heart nd soul nd to a person nd they just break it.. I thought I had changed nd moved on from my insecurities but I'm the same person as I was 8 years ago! crying over a person, thinking everyone as friends but when I need someone most.. I'm all alone with my pillow nd tears. life s so unfair. people are so bad! I'm not finding reason to live.