no need to thanks thats what we are here for ..help each other
wakefulcow1
1
you can share your feelings friends we are here to listen
Qusai
i don't know where to start its a long thing
wakefulcow1
start from beginning
Moonmin05
start from wherever u want and feel like
Qusai
its just that things haven't been good in the last few years
Moonmin05
do tell
Qusai
I am just 17, so it feels kind of like my whole life sucks
Qusai
my mother, father and brother. It often sucks to live with them
Moonmin05
why do u feel so
Qusai
but i depend on them so moving out is not an option at the moment.
Qusai
Its just this whole complex that has been developed with me
Qusai
1
Would you like me to write it together or in pieces?
Moonmin05
yeah ur are righ about the moving out but maybe in college u can move out for furthr studies
Moonmin05
u can write it however u feel comfortable i'll listen
Qusai
it sucks you know this whole thing. its just the fact that i have been trying to be someone that i am not
Moonmin05
why are trying to be someone ur not see it will only get harder for u like this just be yourself no need to change
Qusai
huh 😔
Moonmin05
and u can tell me anything i'm here to help and i can understand cause i've been through same
Qusai
ok so the thing is that i belong to a tightly nit religious community. now the fact is that i either missed something out misinterpreted some teachings.
Moonmin05
ok then
Qusai
thank for being there it means a lot just having a person listen to you on the other end
Qusai
just wanted to get that out of the way.
Moonmin05
its ok u can talk to me if u need
Qusai
so anyway now the thing is that i learned that i should have all the good qualities and no bad qualities
Moonmin05
no need to say thanku
Qusai
but i learned only recently that you need to have those so called "bad" qualities as well!
Moonmin05
who said that its not like u have to be bad but not everyones perfect and why u need to be
Qusai
you need to be a bit selfish, you have to put others down sometimes, and you have to disappoint you parents at times!
Moonmin05
yeah there is balance for everything good and bad both are important
Moonmin05
thats true and trust me thats not a bad thing to do
Qusai
Because is life is not a fairytale right?
Moonmin05
1
yes thats correct
Qusai
well, do you mind telling me something about yourself too?
Qusai
that'll make the conversation a bit easier knowing something about you too you know..
Qusai
.
Qusai
umm you there?
Moonmin05
well i am kinda ppl pleaser u know it gets me trouble too sometimes but i can't say no to any one when they ask help sometimes even my parents don't understand me
Qusai
how old are you?
Moonmin05
18 not much older than u
Qusai
well
Qusai
if you don't mind would you like to switch to some other online platform?
Moonmin05
yeah sure
Qusai
you obviously are a good person and i would like to take in a less anonimous way
Qusai
*talk
Moonmin05
its ok
Qusai
are you on Instagram?
Qusai
only if you don't mind
Qusai
i am totally ok if you want to keep it like this for now