Hi there I've never shared anything with anyone but I guess it became too heavy on me. The state am in isn't that serious but my family looks up to me and am the person that is to turn the tables for them there doing all they can to take me to a good school and making sure I have everything I need to stay healthy and learn. I also have smaller siblings that are looking after me. but the thing is that, am a failure. I don't exactly get passing grades and my parents don't complain about it they just tell me to do my best, but I've already done the best I can and am still at the bottom. am scared that I might not turn out to be there hope after all. that instead I'll become a cause of there many problems and worries