hi, I am a a 6'1 inch tall guy with wide structure and rude looks, I am scared of everything around me.

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everyone easily judge me on my body and looks that I must be a guy who is not scared of anyone, must be rude and brave ( always get these comments from everyone) and because of this mindset of others i've started showing the same and started hiding my emotions.. but in reality I am kindhearted and a very emotional guy, I feel scared most of the times and have anxiety and depression all the times.. I take everything personal and get hurt when others get hurted even if I don't know them.. I talk too much to hide my pain and laugh like a stupid, I always failed in relationships coz of my anxiety and overthinking.. I have limited friend circle of 2-3 people but still I can't share these feelings with them coz I know they will either ignore me on this by giving a laugh or just start judging me on my looks and built are not matching with the guy I am in reality.. every small incident happening around me makes me feel anxious, i start overthinking and always think of dying, (words ended999)

dyinginside · Answer

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Moonmin05 · Answer

are they people important to you? no na people always judge you cause of your looks and braveness bt don't let it affect your mind cause people have say what they want to bt u strt to listen them it will affect you so just ignore them. you don't have to listen them. people who knows you also know that you are a kind and emotional person. sometimes when we show that we are brave enough to handle everything we built a wall around us because of which we are not able to share our emotions with anyone but it's not good sometimes you might think that what my friends will think about me if i share my emotions with them but it's not always like that sometimes they also understand u don't have to cage yourself in you emotions. you need to share it with people important to you talk to them about it. it will help u to figure out things. and don't care about the everyone's opinion cause you are not here to impress everyone

Moonmin05 · Answer

it's same with me to people always see me as strong and attitude person when I'm not bt i don't mind that because the people who know me they only know about my true self at a time it affected me too bt now don't think about them because if they don't know me they can judge all the way they want

hushedChamois3 · Answer

so first thing u need to do is stay away from those toxicity as soon as possible.. no they dont deserve u... being urself and being emotional is what makes u happy right.. u will soon discover peple now or later who praise u for being u and wont make fun or say to be strong.. even if u dont find them.. u got urself!!! the vary first job u need to do is makin urself happy by being you thts all!

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