yes you wil

hello. i am indu...i m 20 year old girl. i m consuming depression tablets from last 4 years.. i have many family issues.. actually my aim was to be a doctor.. so i started my coaching from allen chandigarh.. regular school, maths with biology and addition subject computer science made me depressed very much.. i opted for so much subject because my father forcefully asked me to do so because he thinks that i can study everything as i was good in studies.. everybody had many many expectations from me... but i could not focus on studies... and due to regular school ( 8 am to 12:30 pm) and coaching (3 pm to 8 pm) with tutions of maths and computers,,,, i could not devote time for self studies.. i got average score in board exams .. but at the time of NEET exams, my condition was worse.. so my father rushed to hospital and i got to know that i need to get admitted. so i could not appear for NEET. i left my studies in 2020.. but now everyone( family, relatives, neighbours) blame that i have wasted my papa's money. and due to some family issues .. i get blamed everytime for no reasons. no body can understand that what has happened to me.. i consume these medicines daily.. otherwise i get angry, i loose my control.. i dont get proper sleep whenever i dont take medicines. i cant sleep for the whole night..and whenever i try to discuss about my life history with anyone .. they just say that its my problem.. some say that this happens with a girl and add on that i need to get use to because i will face this for the whole life. and if i discuss my problem with a doctor.. they get shocked by my medicines which are 17 tablets per day. i am just worried that when i will get normal without medicines.. pls help

well then i guess it's better to consult a psychiatrist

saddoughnut6... i am consulting a psychiatrist from last 4 years

hey

See, i will tell u y such small thing became big

Coz u didn't tell ur dad that u don't want many subjects. U didn't talk to him

If u would have talked to him, nothing would have happened

But no problem, its ok

Now just calm urself down... ig u can still give attempts in Neet?

oh my god thecalmestopner.. what do u think.. i did not talk to him.. i used to cry daily and speak to him about the same every single day

no i will never appear for neet.. and i did not appear for neet earlier...i forgot everything but i complain that everybody should not ignore me like they r doing.. if u have read my whole story

If everyone is ignoring u, be ur own friend

Meditate. It will help you very much