Hi. I've always been an introvert. Due to this i was unable to make friends and I'm still unable. My childhood has been filled with a lot of trauma. I've suffered a lot while growing up. I lost the person whom I loved the most in my life. I'm in my college now and there's constant pressure for a government job by my entire family. I'm depressed and i have anxiety too. 2 times i almost thought of committing suicide. Im home 24/7. Got no one to talk to.