My friends and family everyone is chasing after money, but here I am sitting hoping to have deeper conversations with them someday. Maybe, i am the boring one, but still i am human too. i deserve love and affection too, don't I. I feel stressed out because i am job hunting too. If there's any illustrators out there who can advice me on my career, I would really appreciate that. Overall, i am a mess. i want to look at the positive side of life, but it's just not working for me. I'm hopeless and useless.