surely you have had rough few years. But I feel you already know the answer to this. if I tell u that you can do it then ur life is going to be the same. but honestly you are the only one who cN change it Try changing your job, if u dread so much. do one thg at a time. once you control that then target ur Marriage. encourage your partner for some counselling sessions. And check with ur parents what is wrong?? why do they I'll treat you.

thanks @Sunshineme for your kind words and advise. I cannot change my career now as I have certain commitments and I cannot give up my more than 10 yrs of experince and get into a new career. I told my partner to come for marriage counselling but my partner does not want to come for counselling. thats how it has been for all years of the marriage......always what my partner wants has been the focus.....my needs and wants were never asked nor even met.....as for my parents....actually only my mom was the one i was talking about....and she already did her part of the damage.....now i am not dependent on her so there is no more adverse impact.....just that i am unable to move on with my life and be happy.........its like all these years of pent up anger and misery and the feeling of being wronged.....is stopping me from even looking at my life as life

Your in a tough spot as you have tried everything and nothing is working out. The best thing you can do is think about your needs and your life. Put yourself first and find happiness in making yourself happy.

Thanks @Sunshineme, I hope to achieve that some day. Wish you the best for your life too 🙂

Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I am sure it must be really difficult for you. Have you tried taking counselling? I am sure you must be feeling overwhelmed and would want to share the feelings.