how do you feel when every single day of your life seems like a burden? moreover, what do you do? many a times i have stayed awake the whole night through just thinking thst if i dont go to sleep....the next day morning will not arrive. my hopeless marriage of more than 15 years and being ill treated even by my own parents is something i am not able to forgive nor forget. working was never fun for me and every day i drag myself to start my work. monday is the day i dread the most and sunday evenings us when tge feeling of monday arriving creates a vaccum inside me.