U think being dead is a solution to ur prob den I would have been dead long back ... Wat happen ... We can talk about it ..
wornoutMacaw9
ive already started on my plan..
wornoutMacaw9
its a long story
gubisk1988
2
Can we talk please... I have no one to call as my family neither I'm interested to let others die .. please
wornoutMacaw9
idk what to do anymore. im so overwhelmed
gubisk1988
3
I'm a good listener.. u can share
wornoutMacaw9
well like i said i started cutting again and my wrist is pretty bad right now. i tried talking to my boyfriend about it but he just called me crazy and then left me because he didn't want to deal with me
gubisk1988
3
I understand... Even I feel the same .. I even jumped from cliff thousand times in my mind(imagination) but I can't do in real ..
wornoutMacaw9
well im currently sitting on my couch with a bleeding wrist so
wornoutMacaw9
i have no family because i was in foster care so
wornoutMacaw9
raised*
gubisk1988
1
Hey .. wat did u do.. even I'm an orphan ... Hey ... Please don't do anything harsh .. we can talk this ... Can u go to emergency .. please
wornoutMacaw9
so you know how bad foster care sucks. i was raped so many times was put through human trafficking and so much more
gubisk1988
1
I don't know who u r but I don't want u to die ...
wornoutMacaw9
why
gubisk1988
2
I won't blame u .. but please get help .. please...
wornoutMacaw9
ive been to so many counselors and doctors and on so many meds. it never helps
gubisk1988
2
Wat u mean y ... I exactly know how u feel right now but dying cannot b d solution... Being through dat stage where u can't depend on others I know d feeling but tell me r u helping urself or dem by disappearing
gubisk1988
3
I understand .. please get help pls ...
wornoutMacaw9
its what they want though..
gubisk1988
2
I don't want .... I don't care about dem... R u okay... Did u go to emergency room
wornoutMacaw9
no i didnt go
gubisk1988
2
Will u go to ER please... Get it treated
gubisk1988
3
I'm worried here
wornoutMacaw9
1
ok
gubisk1988
3
Once u r treated please msg me ... I ll wait for u
wornoutMacaw9
ok
gubisk1988
2
Where r u now... R u okay...
wornoutMacaw9
at the hospital getting looked at
gubisk1988
3
Okay.. don't forget to get proper treatment and after dat have some juice ... Don't forget medication
wornoutMacaw9
ok
wornoutMacaw9
hey bud, u still here?
gubisk1988
Yup
Samairah
1
Don’t worry you will be fine. Just relax
wornoutMacaw9
so i had to get stitches and they are gonna keep me overnight for observation
wornoutMacaw9
im scared, i don't have anyone here with me
gubisk1988
2
Tell me one thing... Did u enjoy stitches .. ther was a time even I had ... Den made up my mind not to hurt myself reason is simple it's not easy to die ... How r u feeling now ... Did u have some thing .. r u in insta .. this app keeps hanging
wornoutMacaw9
no they hurt and i got put on suicide watch.
wornoutMacaw9
yeah i got instagram
gubisk1988
1
Don't b afraid .. I'm still here... I can't even scold u cause of d situation u r in... Left or right hand ?how many stitches ?
wornoutMacaw9
right hand and 7
gubisk1988
1
Still paining?? Did dey give injection .. and tabs .. did u have anything...
