I sometimes lose all will to live on. So many negative thoughts. Needs constant validation from others. and in the process annoy them as well. I don't want to trouble anyone
Yes, all are going through the down time in life, there is a period to feel no values,no help,no energy to live a life but those negative thoughts and the painful is not the permanent one...nd self harming is not heal or relief you...
Yes I know self harm isn't a solution. Last night I was so desperately in need to help and comfort, I just looked up for something or someone to talk to.
at some point I think that but I find the way
sh - u need to share about this with at least 2 people, who u trust most, so that they can keep an eye on u, and talk the things out . unfortunately things about sh, addiction can't be just enough talking through a app , however if u ever need to get those heavy things of ur chest we're here!
Thank you everyone.I leave alone, my parents aren't aware of my state, they shall panic for I stay in a different district than theirs. And I am not a good confessor, I keep things bundled up. I should probably consult someone as soon as possible.
shivang you are brave
@loe agreed talk with your parents very openly or find someone who can really understand you
@shivang I never built such a bond with my parents. I wish only if there would have been someone, I wouldn't be here confessing and seeking for comfort in total strangers. Hoping they would understand. I am thankful atleast you are talking to me.