I'm really lonely. When I Look back, during schooling I didn't have many friends (I don't look pretty, I still believe that might be on of the factors). After that in college I always wanted to be a part of a huge group of friends that never happened though. I had one friend and in the end she literally blocked me on my last day of college. the reason is unknown to me. I think I'm a difficult , unexpressive, ugle person and that's why people don't befriend me. Now, I'm working but there's no happiness, I have no one to share my feelings with. My company gave me a hotel stay for 15 days ( relocation) It was the worst period of my life , just locked up in a room with no one to talk to. Why did this happen to me. I don't think I'm that bad. It.really hurts when there's no one to share anything with. Walking alone, eating alone, it's just that in college even though I didn't have friends, atleast i stayed in a hostel and there were people. it's very different here.