I'm tired of everything. family issues untrusted friends, insecure, broken love, not fitting in. no one understands me.. not even 1 people.its hard I just can't enjoy life if all I do is wrong in everybody's eyes even my own family and parents.. if I like cooking they would get mad on everything I done in cooking.. i hate the fact that everyone underestimate me all the time.. I lost my only hope because he chose someone else... how can I continue life?