I always expect much from people around that ends with disappointment ..I know expectations are really bad ..but I don't know why I always expect much ..it's always happens with ..the time when I need people the most .they are not with me. I think I am emotionally really weak ..I want to be strong . .and mature enough to face everything in my life.I just want my life to be simple not much complicated ...I just want to work hard and only work on my dream .I think I know everything ...I do understand the situation ..but I repeat the same mistake always .I always get distracted from studies ..And one more problem with me is that ....I don't do what I like to do or want to do Bcz of people near me .may they judge me or taunts me . I just face a lot of taunts in my life but I always face them ..and they never affected me much ...but now things changed a lot . I become too possesive about my things. ..I get frustrated soo much. I think I am not enjoying my life. I become a pessimistic