I am feeling awful again. the only person I talk to know become the last. there is a qroup task...that we need to act withen it and this person asked me nicely to do it together and I didn't answer her dircetly that I don't want to because I feel shy and uncomfy acting infront of people they don't know me personally so I reject her in indirect way. and now we have another task that require qroup work but this time it is not allowed to do it individually or acting... so I asked her but she left me in read.. I mean I don't blam her she have her own qroup and they are full of people they reach the max that is allowed so I would not able to join them so she is rejecting me I am sure of it.