I am feeling extremely depressed and hopeless. I don't know what to do in my life. I feel directionless, I am stuck between my past and future..I am feeling extremely anxiety.. I don't know what to do.. I feel like giving up my life and going somewhere.i did 2 suicide attempts but it failed. I feel low, unconfined, I don't like myself and my life and I don't know what to do. I think I am burden to this earth. my thoughts are killing me and haunting me. I feel everyone around me is happy and peaceful except me.