i am stuck. i am stuck in my life and don't know where to run to or whom to go to. i am a terrible person because i constantly keep losing my realtionships with my friends and family. Everyone of my friends is achieving something and here i am just sitting like this. i feel like i don't belong here or maybe as if i don't deserve happiness. I have been getting a lot of mood swings these days and now I'm scared of myself.