I can't be with people of different interests.I used to feel nervous when I was surrounded by people. I can't forget what others did wrong to me. Everytime my fiance ask me to adjust with his family but His family members don't like me because I am too fat. Once I used to go to his home but now I am not going as his sister and mother were not treating me good. I think they don't like me or they are jealous of me as I am from much educated and well made family as compared to theirs. I don't want to live with such toxic people but I love my fiancee so I will try to adjust but still as I'm having bipolar disorder , I don't want to go into psychosis as I went in my past. I had one divorce and this would be my second marriage.Dont know wat to do.