i cry to sleep

Question

i cry every night in bed. in silence. i can't even share with anyone. i feel like i am suffocating him with my love.

cautiouscockatoo2 · Answer

why is it so?

cautiouscockatoo2 · Answer

would you elaborate the situation?

pb · Answer

he is too perfect and i am average. he looks for beauty but i am not. he deserves the best but i am not. all i know is i love him so much. and he is staying only for the sake of me. but wants to go out from this situation.

Recovering_babe · Answer

you feel like you're suffocating him or... are you the one who's really feeling suffocated?!

pb · Answer

i don't know @babe. but he behaves like that. but doesn't share anything.

Recovering_babe · Answer

girl... no one is perfect! but if he's behaving like he. is some Greek god and treating you in a way that's making you insecure about your looks... it's not right. confront him. tell him how he is making you feel. and let's hope he realises that he is emotionally and mentally hurting you so deeply...

pb · Answer

no. i can't confront. i feel like he is pushing me to do that so that he can leave. and trust me i can not just cannot afford this at this point of life.

Recovering_babe · Answer

what can you not afford??

pb · Answer

he leaving me. i am so invested in him. trust me i have loved him/ love him so much so damn much i have nothing left in me. inside me you know.

Recovering_babe · Answer

so you're telling me that there is someone who you know wants to leave you and had also drained you of all the love you have so much that you now feel empty inside.. and you still want to keep holding on to that person knowing that it'll harm your feelings, mental health and heart again and again?

pb · Answer

yes. i am not that strong enough to go through this situation.

Recovering_babe · Answer

yeahh... you love him with everything you got and you look at him like he's the most perfect guy ever 😍 don't you??

pb · Answer

because he is. i am the one who is so desparate that i can't let him go even though he deserves much better than me.

Recovering_babe · Answer

okay... answer me this... don't you deserve someone who looks at you like you're perfect and someone who wants to fill your heart with love and not leave you empty??

pb · Answer

everyone does. me too.

help me please

how do I change for the better?

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