I don't know what I feel sometimes, but it's like I don't choose what I want. I don't feel happy at my work or my place. I have to be happy but how. I start overthinking more in every situation, I feel so alone and the main thing is that everyone told me that I didn't took any good decisions for my lives or my selves. I always do the same as the other people told me and this is the most irritating thing for my self. how to improve this?