I feel like I am demon . when someone dead I feel happy .i feel happy when I watched dead people in you tube .even I feel that i have demonic power.i am not happy .. sometimes my mind talk to my another mind .one mind says bad words to my religion and another mind try to stop this .i can not make friends. i became more porn addicted .I think I will die soon . my neet exam was not well for this reason .I am not not qualified.i am tensied about my future i feel happy no one with me .i don't like light .i always prefer dark .i can't understand what is going with me ..i can't sleep ..plizx help me