need suggestions! what's going on with me.? I had a gf 10 years ago but we broke up coz of family and other stuff. in real I never forgot her as she was the first love Or teenager things don't know but what happened after that is a problem.. I tried to be in a relationship many times but failed in just 1-2 month after make the girl attracted to me, it's 4-5 times now that the same thing is happening. I always show too much interest and energy while getting the girl attracted to me with my talks and other things but when the girl falls for me, I always quit on that point.. I have been in 4-5 relationships after I first broke up but only for 1-2 months each and never took advantage of any girl because I was not able to come close to anyone, being loved or to love someone is hard for me now, It's been tough for me now as my parents are asking me to get married but how can I marry a girl and ruin her life coz I know I will not get attached to her or anyone else, am I a cheater?😢