I feel I'm a looser. I didn't succeed in losing weight. I didn't do anything beneficial in my life. I'm now 20 years old and I don't have dreams to achieve. I even didn't do anything except wasting time on my phone watching fake people and dreaming to be like them without doing any activity. when I begin any thing beneficial, I don't continue and if I continued and begin to change, I return back to the start point and even back more because of depression of failing.