my mother saw me with my bf one day and somehow she read our chat and found out we had gone physical. from that day she doesnt allow me to go..i used to go to coaching bug now my coahing is done i will be in collg. few days back i met my bf my mom already thought that i will neet him. she scolded me saying ki tune inhi chskro me thna h pdhai nhi krni kga..shaadi kra de kya teri. i will be 19 btw..i dont know yrr she said ki tujhe use krke chodh dega vo uk he loves me..my frnds tell me he is toxic that dsy my mom said so much i thkugjt like ending my life. now she doesnt alloe me to go anywhere she thunks i will meet him. me and my got back but still all these things are still on my mind. i feel lost idk what tk do..i have to study alos i fsiled 2 times in neet exam. i really dont knoe..i sm not like before now witb my bf alos bcoz alot of things are on ny mind