It's been 10 days since I looked into a mirror, I try to avoid it at all costs. Everytime I look at myself my depression just gets worse. I feel ugly and I don't feel like going to any parties or seeing people. Due to WFH I'm not forced to see people while going to work so my social life has completely dialed down. I don't have friends or a girlfriend and don't think will ever have any. I want to just sleep and never wake up.